Kyrie Elison…Lord Have Mercy…

Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner

My desperate call to the Lord my God. I find this call on my heart more and more. Through trials and tribulations I know the the Lord will never leave me. It is still difficult…almost impossible most days…to make it one more day. Can’t really explain why…you would think I could handle it all. However there is no way that I can. It takes divine intervention to get through the day sometimes. I swear my guardian angel has its hands full. Mistake after mistake…through anger and frustration…from east to west…Christ is with me. Admittedly I don’t hear sometimes… probably because I am not listening.

As frustration grows to the point of an embolism I reach in my work bag and find my red prayer book and the Theotokos…a reminder to breath and pray. Oh how I need that reminder. I always need prayer in my life…unfortunately I don’t spent the time I should in prayer. Definitely a habit that must change.